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Lost feelingsIt's crazy the way I felt for you,
Crazy how I truly believed that I loved you right down to the core.

But now I see you, and something's not right, I've lost all feeling.
Thoughts of you don't seem to keep me up all night.

I told my self you have to be the one, all the moments we shared how ever small, they used to keep me dreaming that you were the prince I would meet at the fairytale ball.

But now know those feelings of wonder and love, have seemed to disappear to the heavens above.

And I feel remorse for those feelings I had, the ones that made my skin tingle and hair stand on end.

And those missed heart beats when you said my name

Longing LoveI'm listening to the sad love songs on the radio, and my heart whispering your name.

Trying hard to block you out, I stare out the window and watch the rain.

But oh! How I wish you were here, you could take away the pain.

Your soft lips would touch mine; your warm skin would surround mine.

And I'd be happy.

Snap out of the dream world, I have to command myself.

Thinking about you all this time could not be good for my health.

I've been so close and yet so far.

Those moments we shared, I know they were brief, but yet they replay as I try to sleep.

And I find myself smiling, no control do I have.

You've stole my heart, and weirdly I'm

Just Another Game...Eye for an eye
Blood for blood
Just a careless custom
"What another buried in the mud?"

Life's in the cradle
Waiting for the bough to break
Such a risky gamble,
Which chance do you take?

One bullet or two
You get what you get
It's just another game
Of Russian Roulette

monsterI am the monster under your bed
The one who gets in your head
The one who wakes up dead

I am the shadow that stalks the night
Everywhere I step there is no light
When I touch you everything fades to white
I am the your follower
The one prowling
The one deceiving
I am the people all around

I am your nightmare
The one who wakes you up screaming
The one who stops your dreaming
I am your deepest fear
The one that stops you cold
The one that's so old
I am the shiver that just went down your spine
I am your darkness
I am everything
I am your death
To make it simple
I am you

You, me, us.Let me close my eyes,
Just let me fall in love tonight.

With you.

It's all I want, so just let it be,
Why is it so hard for you to view yourself

With me?

'cause I think me and you would look pretty well together
And I can hear you now saying "forever and ever"

Just us.

So tell me what's the big deal, you want it as much as me,
Baby let your heart decide, let it be free.

For me.

And in the end you and me

Can be

We.

Falling asleepYour eyes closed with a dying breath,
No one could deal with the news of your death.

I knew that there was something wrong,
when I seen my aunt's reaction from the phone call, though for me she stayed strong.

When my parents arrived back, my mum's face was pale her eyes where sunken. My dad's face was stiff, his normal glow was gone.

I was taken into another room, sat down and hugged yet still I was in the dark.
Then when they told me the news, I couldn't breath.
I couldn't believe that I lost you.

The days in between where all a dark haze, I tried to believe that this was his will this was his way.

Hugs from strangers, t

ChampionAs a child he watched, his heroes bask in glory,
Hoping that one day that would be his story.

All day and all night he worked himself to be the best,
Put his passion to the test.

Then one day he got a break,
A unknown fighter, against a flake.

With the dodge of a punch and the flick of the hand,
For the first time he was a winning man.

Notcied by a guy who looked like a bum,
Told he would train him, to be the one.

With the nod of a head and a shake of the hand,
Could there be a champion in this young man?

Blood, sweat and tears went hand in hand,
With new found titles, 'he's our man!'

He rose higher and higher on his winning str

Summer how I love youSeasons come and go but there is nothing better than the hot weather.

Where the out doors is where I preside, water balloons from which no one can hide.

A tonne of suncream, which never works, burned to the core and boy it hurts.

But no one cares when your in the sun, having fun, with the people you love.

Long runs down the beach, dip your toes in the ice cold sea.
Feeling free and happy, I couldn't ask for more.

Picnics at the shore line, with sand in your socks, no care in the world you have when you climb over the sand dunes and the rocks.

Summer is the time made for children every where,(even the ones at heart) when you can l

How did you do it?How did you mange to sneak your way into my heart?

My note books filled with your name,
but I know you'll never feel the same.

But I still wish, and dream and hope,
that you'll be mine soon enough, but I seem to be fending my way up a slippery slope.

But I'm fooling no one not even myself,
because I know we will never be saying "in sickness and in health"

I guess I'll never get to know if we were ment to be, because she came along and clouded your view,
and you will remain unaware because you never knew,

That the love I have was ment for you.

HollowWalking lonely on the path of life, the dark shadow always at my side.

See the light, but as I walk it gets further away.
You are golden, but I'm scared to touch you incase you break like glass.

Why do I feel alone in a room full of strangers, why do I feel like the only one to walk this earth?

Inside my heart feels heavy, but my body feels hollow, one breeze and I might break.

I feel lost, I feel alone but yet I know you are there.

Please always be there.

The irony of the colour redI find it strange how the colour red can symbolise;
Hurt
Hated
Suffering
Blood
Pain
Anger
Living hell
But it's can also symbolise love.

RougeIn a smoke filled room, mixed with a musty sent of cheep perfume and dryed lust. Love left this place years ago but this is were she resides.
Under a lace and feather cover is were she hides.
Long black hair, that falls gentlely down her back like a waterfall, coressting her pale white skin.
Her deep brown eyes outlined heavily with glitter, and gold and toped wih thick black mascara, like heavy black feathers they flutter over her eyes. The same eyes that could lead a man to there demise with just a wink.
And under this perfect shell, a body that some would die for, a body that kills some, but yet it hides a broken

Valentine cards (suck) styleRoses are red, violets are blue
Oh yes I'm staring this of this way, especially for you.

And if you don't like it well screw you,
Oh I joke you know I love you,

and I'm pretty sure you and you doesn't rhyme,
But oh well I'm sure it will be fine.

Anyway what I'm trying to say,
that you complete me in every single way.

You make me happy day after day,
I just wanted to make this clear okay?

They aren't enough cards in the world to buy,
To let you know that you are the apple of my eye.

There aren't enough roses in the world to grow,
To show how much I love you so.

But there probably is enough chocolate though,
And

ReflectionsRealist my friend, you are a bloody fool!
Did you honestly think that love was simple?
That everyone on earth has one person that
They are just destined to be with?

I didn't think...
I hoped.
No matter how unlikely it seems,
A Realist can still be a Dreamer.

And will you look where that got you.
When has hope done anything practical,
And since when has dreaming ever helped Superman
Find his Lois Lane?

I don't expect you to understand.
It's just something you feel deep within you.
If you ever felt love before,
You would know.

Come on man!
You have to move on.
If you live in the past
You are sure to miss out on th

One day I will find youA knight in shining armor, a princess that floated on air,

She stood tall and beautiful, with her long, flowing golden hair.

He was dark and handsome, I couldn't help but stare.

And yes again I would be dreaming, in a far away kingdom I lay.

Only I wish it was real, I wish I could stay.

I could stay with you, my angel of the night.

Because when I wake, my dear you're long gone out of sight.

And I'm sad to say I missed you, for I wish you where always there.

But when I arrived in danger, you where the one to save me, I didn't need a prayer.

Your soft blue eyes were calming, even when nightmares stuck

Your sandy hair was magical; with

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A bystander to myself.The rain pounded against my window, echoing in the heavy silence.

There was no ticks of the clock, or no beats of my heart.
The air was thick and warm as I sat in my attic room, gazing upon the stars that littered the sky, feeling so small in comparison.

I gazed around the room, it just didn't feel the same, things were moved into boxes, furniture was covered, tears had dried. A sudden chill shot though my spine, the air changed it was icy and my hairs stood up on end. I swallowed hard, this place was no longer home. Well not for me.

I spun on my heels, I needed to leave, I couldn't be here any longer, I should have known it was bad to c

Don't be afraid of the dark.Don't be afraid of the dark, monsters or ghouls.
Because what lurks in the day time can be much more sinister and cruel.

You must make the choice.She watched him walk across the beach, away from her towards the water. "You're engaged." she reminded herself.

Yet she couldn't help herself, she was always reminded of that night they spent together, that one passionate night. She had never felt this way about anyone before, even about the man she was marrying. She often spent nights questioning her love for him, she did love Ryan, he was truly the man for her, he was perfect, he had a good well paying job in the law firm, not to mention he was charming, handsome, and she loved him.
But he never made her heart race, and her mouth to become dry. Her internal flame never burned as brightly a

Catching flamesYour the flame on the candle that I see, you beckon me.

You give warmth, with that sly voice.

And you give light with those big eyes.

I want you, I need you, but with the simplest of breezes you are gone.

Then once again in the shadows you are lit, and I follow the light like a twit.

I tell myself to walk away, find the sunlight and bask in its rays.

But hear your voice and follow, into the dark and hollow.

I try my best to catch the flame, but I always ends the same.

My heart is broken, my hands are burnt and all you do is treat me like dirt.

RainWalking in the rain I feel cold and alone,
yet I feel the same when I'm at home.

Some may run, to shelter and warmth,
But I walk slower in the storm.

Water my run down my cheek,
But from the clouds it will not be.

There is only one thing I can stay about the rain,
Long walks in it wash away the pain.

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A name less soul

by ~TheIndigoFeather, Jul 8, 2012, 10:36:11 AM
Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Free Verse

Plain and quiet, a girl with no name.
Who was dying on the inside, but showed no outer pain.

She wasn't like the rest, she could never be.
She felt unloved, she was never called pretty.

She tried to be what she hated the most,
So maybe someone would show her some love.

Forgotten, rejected, and on her own,
Loathed those who had cut her to the bone.

Each night her pillow was filled with tears,
Each day her shoulders carried all her fears.

Alone she sat, ridiculed by all,
Her heart was heavy, she felt so small.

Burnt out and broken, She couldn't take no more,
Lost with out feeling, her wounds were sore.

Until one day, the light did shine,
and on that day she did feel fine.

She stood up and found her voice,
her name, and with her life she had a choice.

And if you look, and you will see,
that plain, quiet girl, that would be me.

A name less soulby ~TheIndigoFeather

Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Free Verse

Something I needed to put to paper, yes this was my feelings at a time, and gladly this has changed, though it was running though my head today, and line 4 relates to a most recent thought. (No it is not a plead for it, I'm not writing for pity as I said it was just a thought)
Title could do with a change it was the first thing I thought of. lol
Hopefully there are no mistakes this time, because I can't be bothered to change them. XD

~cutlassknights Jul 8, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Very good work, we all live with out doubts and such, but greatness comes from within

~TheIndigoFeather Jul 9, 2012 Student Writer

Aw thanks, well said brother! hallelujah! Lol

~cutlassknights Jul 9, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

~nadeshikofan Jul 8, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I understand it all... this is so true, I wish everybody could see that everyone feels pain and not just them...

~TheIndigoFeather Jul 9, 2012 Student Writer

I'm glad you understand the message, I always feel better when people say that they understand so I know I'm not rambling on about something that doesn't make sense.

~AmeliadosSantos Jul 8, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

this is beautiful and sad and true... I'm really sorry you have to feel that way, my friend, so you could find your name again. that makes you a fighter, a warrior, as my mom says.

nice work!

~TheIndigoFeather Jul 8, 2012 Student Writer

Thanks pet

~AmeliadosSantos Jul 8, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

you're welcome

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