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Longing LoveI'm listening to the sad love songs on the radio, and my heart whispering your name.

Trying hard to block you out, I stare out the window and watch the rain.

But oh! How I wish you were here, you could take away the pain.

Your soft lips would touch mine; your warm skin would surround mine.

And I'd be happy.

Snap out of the dream world, I have to command myself.

Thinking about you all this time could not be good for my health.

I've been so close and yet so far.

Those moments we shared, I know they were brief, but yet they replay as I try to sleep.

And I find myself smiling, no control do I have.

You've stole my heart, and weirdly I'm
ChampionAs a child he watched, his heroes bask in glory,
Hoping that one day that would be his story.

All day and all night he worked himself to be the best,
Put his passion to the test.

Then one day he got a break,
A unknown fighter, against a flake.

With the dodge of a punch and the flick of the hand,
For the first time he was a winning man.

Notcied by a guy who looked like a bum,
Told he would train him, to be the one.

With the nod of a head and a shake of the hand,
Could there be a champion in this young man?

Blood, sweat and tears went hand in hand,
With new found titles, 'he's our man!'

He rose higher and higher on his winning str
HollowWalking lonely on the path of life, the dark shadow always at my side.

See the light, but as I walk it gets further away.
You are golden, but I'm scared to touch you incase you break like glass.

Why do I feel alone in a room full of strangers, why do I feel like the only one to walk this earth?

Inside my heart feels heavy, but my body feels hollow, one breeze and I might break.

I feel lost, I feel alone but yet I know you are there.

Please always be there.
RougeIn a smoke filled room, mixed with a musty sent of cheep perfume and dryed lust. Love left this place years ago but this  is were she resides.
Under a lace and feather cover is were she hides.
Long black hair, that falls gentlely down her back like a waterfall, coressting her pale white skin.
Her deep brown eyes outlined heavily  with glitter, and gold  and toped wih thick black mascara, like heavy black feathers they flutter over her eyes. The same eyes that could lead a man to there demise with just a wink.
And under this perfect shell, a body that some would die for, a body that kills some, but yet it hides a broken
Colorful LiesThese lies I see, they make me blind
They try and try to say it's mine
But it's not, it's theirs

And even though it makes me blind
I will always, always try to find
The truth

The lies have painted my life story
And now our ending will be gory
He is my black and white

So many colors were the web of the spider
He was my colorless fighter
I saw the lies

And beside him I fought
Meanwhile I sought
The ending to their lies

Even though blood is thicker than water
Even though I am their daughter
They killed me with their colors

But they were beautiful colors...
Lost feelingsIt's crazy the way I felt for you,
Crazy how I truly believed that I loved you right down to the core.

But now I see you, and something's not right, I've lost all feeling.
Thoughts of you don't seem to keep me up all night.

I told my self you have to be the one, all the moments we shared how ever small, they used to keep me dreaming that you were the prince I would meet at the fairytale ball.

But now know those feelings of wonder and love, have seemed to disappear to the heavens above.

And I feel remorse for those feelings I had, the ones that made my skin tingle and hair stand on end.

And those missed heart beats when you said my name
In replyI'm allergic to roses and violets too, and I'm sure there's other colours than red and blue.

I thought you could have done better than that, the bubble has burst the tune went flat.

Talking about flats I want to move out, it's for the best we just don't work out.

You should have tried harder but alas you didn't, so that's us over, we are done we are finished.

Oh one more thing before I go,I know about your skanky little hoe.

So I hope you two are happy together in bed, because my dear you're out on your head.
GuiltyKNOCK! KNOCK!

"Who's there?"

"Your conscience."
Killer QueenShe's that girl you'll want to know,
She doesn't make it rain, she makes it snow.

She can be fully dressed, in nothing but a vest
and a pair of white high heels, and still walk with added zest.

With a glass in her hand and a man 'round her waist,
She's got a killer instinct, and a extravagant taste.

She'll wine and dine at your demise,
But you'll fall hopelessly in love with her eyes.

She'll kiss you, and you'll feel fireworks,
And then leave with a devilish smirk.

She'll crush your heart in the palm of her hand,
And then laugh as it was part of her plan.

She'll watch you burn without a flame,
And play with your life like its a game.

WaitingWords that will never reach your ears,
are the true thoughts that I want you to hear.

How are you doing? I hope your well!
Just not knowing gives me hell.

As I look back at messages from the past,
I just wish that time didn't move on so fast.

I bet your doing all the great things you do,
But it would be nice to hear from you.

But good things come to those who wait,
But waiting is the part I hate.
...So this is what it feels like,
trusting you to end this right.
I shouldn't have thought you would care,
but, when I needed you, you were the one there.
So this is what it's like,
to be broken beyond repair.
CluelessI'm perfectly fine as long as I don't have to see you.
I mean, I think about you anyway. Why should I have to see you, too?
It's already rubbed in my face countlessly by the little things.
The way I go out in town and see where we carved our names into that park slide. Driving by that school building only reminds me of how we thought and fought right outside of it. I think about you no matter what I do, who I'm talking to, and what I try.
You are a fixed part of me.
BUT. When I can't see you, I can convince myself that you still care somewhat. That I still matter.
To an extent, I can even ignore you.
But then I have to see you again. See the hate in your eyes.
Realize that whatever it is we had is gone and I still don't even know why.
What the hell did you do to me?
JumpIt all started with a leap.
I don't know or care what you're talking about; It doesn't matter. No matter what it is, when it started, how it ended or what it did, it started the same way.
Someone took a chance. Someone did something without thinking, without pausing. Someone out there just did something without wondering over the consequences.
Someone jumped without looking to see where they would land.
It doesn't matterDon't you ever get it?
I don't care what you've done. I don't care what you've said. I don't care how many times you've lied. I just don't care.
You could have killed a man, and I wouldn't care. You could've poisoned me and I wouldn't care. You could do anything to me and I wouldn't care.
I care about what you're doing right now. Standing here with me, telling me the truth. Doing the right thing; that's what matters.
To me, it doesn't matter what you've done. Only what you're doing now.
Departure"You're lucky, you know." He says casually, threading a piece of red-brown hair behind his ear and looking to the horizon.
"What do you mean?" she asks him, surprised. The fingers of her left hand are braided with his; he lifts them up to eye-level, studying them intently.
"You have your art. Your stories. You could leave here, use them and support yourself. You can find a way out of this hellhole." he drops their hands suddenly, letting them swing between their bodies loosely. "I'll never leave this place. There's nothing for me outside of the city gate." His hazel eyes flit across her blue ones before hitting the horizon once more.
"I'm not going to leave you alone here." Her eyes blaze like ice on fire.
He flashes her a brief smile. "You've been wanting to move from here since you were eleven. I wouldn't stop you."
"You wouldn't have to."
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Check yourself firstYou had it all, yet you wanted more.
You risked it all for a bit of "fun"
And now your left with none.

Like a spoilt child you had to get your way
When the cats away the mice come out to play.
But now you've been beat at your own game.

A cheep little cheat and that's all you'll ever be,
And don't you even act like you are like me.
Because now I'm wise enough to see.

So don't come along to judge my life,
Because I may not be perfect but at least I do things right.
Now take a step back and look at yourself.

And Check yourself before you wreak yourself.
Lonely little heart.Lonely little heart hidden in a tree,
Lonely little heart side by side with me.

Lonely little heart you're all one your own,
Lonely little heart has no place to call home.

Lonely little heart wants to be loved,
Lonely little heart has been told her time will come.

Lonely little heart doesn't want to wait,
Lonely little heart wants to change her fate.

Lonely little heart wants to feel the way others do,
Lonely little heart want to be lost in love with out a clue.

What can lonely little heart do?
A bystander to myself.The rain pounded against my window, echoing in the heavy silence.

There was no  ticks of the clock, or no beats of my heart.
The air was thick and warm as I sat in my attic room, gazing upon the stars that littered the sky, feeling so small in comparison.

I gazed around the room, it just  didn't feel the same, things were moved into boxes, furniture was covered, tears had dried. A sudden chill shot though my spine, the air changed it was icy and my hairs stood up on end. I swallowed hard, this place was no longer home. Well not for me.

I spun on my heels, I needed to leave, I couldn't be here any longer, I should have known it was bad to c

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You pick me up and put me on the highest pedestal you can find,
Just to knock me down.

You put me in the shop window for everyone to see,
Just so they can mock me.

You tell me the world is my oyster, and I am the pearl,
Just to trap me inside.

You lift my heart and tell me its a gem,
Just to break it like glass.

You give me the good news first,
Just so you can hit me with the bad.

You give me dreams and hopes,
Just so you can crush them like a bug.

You do this all,
Just to make your self feel better.

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Just so...by ~TheIndigoFeather

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I feel like crap right now, I got all built up over something, no someone, and then I find out it was all a lie.
Its funny how within minutes I can have nevous butterflies but be happy and excited, and then bang! I feel like I've been hit by a bus, sick to the bone.

I needed to vent..
©2012-2013 ~TheIndigoFeather
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*Jujutsu Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
It's the worst feeling in the whole flippin' world!
You feel just so vulnerable and silly, afterward.
I'm sorry you're feeling it-- truly.
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~TheIndigoFeather Jun 7, 2012  Student Writer
I couldn't actually put my finger on what I feel like but what u have said actually is how I'm feeling now that I think about it, but thanks anyway I really appreciate it.
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*Jujutsu Jun 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, we've all been there.

:hug: Anything you need, Ace.
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~TheIndigoFeather Jun 8, 2012  Student Writer
thanks it's nice to have someone to talk to. :)
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*Jujutsu Jun 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, it's what I'm here for. :highfive:
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~TheIndigoFeather Jun 8, 2012  Student Writer
Aww thanks a million :iconnewhugplz:
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~writingbubble Jun 7, 2012
I love your poem. <3
allthough the situation is like shit, the result is awesome poetry ^^"
don't know if that makes you feel any better... guess not... :(
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~TheIndigoFeather Jun 7, 2012  Student Writer
lol Thanks I guess your right. I can't write unless I have a reson behind it. I'm glad you liked it, and your comment made me feel a bit better. Thanks
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~writingbubble Jun 7, 2012
okay :)
you're welcome <3
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