She and IShe was everything you wanted, she was everything I wanted to be.
She had everything you needed, so you never looked to me.
She gave you everything, so you never took from me.
She's beautiful, you know that, we all know the same, I don't know why I bother with this game.
She loves you more than anything, and I hope she always will.
She always care for you,she'll keep you strong when times are tough, I could never be enough.
She's the one for you, a match made in heaven they say, she makes you happy, I guess I never could.
She's everything you wanted, she's everything I wanted to be.
I'm sorry but why can't it be me?
Just so...You pick me up and put me on the highest pedestal you can find,
Just to knock me down.
You put me in the shop window for everyone to see,
Just so they can mock me.
You tell me the world is my oyster, and I am the pearl,
Just to trap me inside.
You lift my heart and tell me its a gem,
Just to break it like glass.
You give me the good news first,
Just so you can hit me with the bad.
You give me dreams and hopes,
Just so you can crush them like a bug.
You do this all,
Just to make your self feel better.
Rain dropsThe rain was beating down, and they both made a mad dash into his house, when inside they tumbled on to the sofa. After catching their breath they both stared into each others eyes.
There was rain drops caught in his jet black hair, which began trickling down his face. "There's something on you're face" she said as she began wiping the rain drops of his face, he gently caught her hand.
"There's something on you're lips" he said with the softest of tones, and a sly smirk creeped across his face, which she didn't notice. "what is it??" she asked concerned, she tried to wipe her face but he still held her hand.
He leaned closer to her and whispered "mine" then he kissed her.
Longing LoveI'm listening to the sad love songs on the radio, and my heart whispering your name.
Trying hard to block you out, I stare out the window and watch the rain.
But oh! How I wish you were here, you could take away the pain.
Your soft lips would touch mine; your warm skin would surround mine.
And I'd be happy.
Snap out of the dream world, I have to command myself.
Thinking about you all this time could not be good for my health.
I've been so close and yet so far.
Those moments we shared, I know they were brief, but yet they replay as I try to sleep.
And I find myself smiling, no control do I have.
You've stole my heart, and weirdly I'm actually glad.
Lost feelingsIt's crazy the way I felt for you,
Crazy how I truly believed that I loved you right down to the core.
But now I see you, and something's not right, I've lost all feeling.
Thoughts of you don't seem to keep me up all night.
I told my self you have to be the one, all the moments we shared how ever small, they used to keep me dreaming that you were the prince I would meet at the fairytale ball.
But now know those feelings of wonder and love, have seemed to disappear to the heavens above.
And I feel remorse for those feelings I had, the ones that made my skin tingle and hair stand on end.
And those missed heart beats when you said my name, I truly fear that they shall not come again.
What's wrong with me? I thought I'd always feel that way.
But now I'm numb my life feels only grey.
HollowWalking lonely on the path of life, the dark shadow always at my side.
See the light, but as I walk it gets further away.
You are golden, but I'm scared to touch you incase you break like glass.
Why do I feel alone in a room full of strangers, why do I feel like the only one to walk this earth?
Inside my heart feels heavy, but my body feels hollow, one breeze and I might break.
I feel lost, I feel alone but yet I know you are there.
Please always be there.
FallenMoonlight kisses, is what my heart wishes,
To feel your touch on my skin.
Heartbeat quickens, warm air thickens,
Romance in summer air.
With your hand in mine, we lost track of time,
But really who cares?
Your arms round my waist, we're face to face,
I've never felt this way before.
Our lips touch, fireworks erupt,
Colours cloud my vision.
I've never had such a rush, just when we touch,
I'd never thought I would fall..
Fall hopelessly in love.
What if?If life as we know it ended today, would you fall to your knees and begin to pray?
Or try and make amends for sins of before, and hope it will lead you to heavens door.
Or would you act like you don't want to know, and hope it's all just a show?
Would you hold your love ones tight, or do something crazy on the last night?
But if it's going to end today, do you even have time to say,
Sorry for all your wrongs, or just tell them what you thought all along.
Even the ones who believed it was true, will be shocked that it actually came through.
So in the end there's not much to say, it's the end of the world.
Have a nice day.
We are one...We are many, We are Legion... But we are still, only one.
Was the reply to the begging, to stop all the horrors that had begun.
Atheists say you pray to nothing, or that your God does not hear.
Your God does hear, which is what theists both hope, and fear.
Be it a God among angels, or a God among devils, or a God among men.
They are still only one God, even with the strength of ten men.
They would not be able to stop these horrors, keep them at bay.
Because every God falls trying, and most die where they lay.
One man alone, One God alone, Or Legion, alone.
They would still be helpless, for they are on their own.
I know this, yet I stand tall, a hero for you all.
I am on my own, yet I am proud, and I stand tall.
I am a hero, and I will spread my wings far and wide.
I will look after you all, I will help you, and be your guide.
Everyone fails, when they are on their own.
But I am the one who will do
At Any MomentAt any moment, we could get lucky;
Win the lotto, get a promotion, go on a date,
Go to a party, eat with our friends,
At any moment, misfortune could come;
It starts raining, train comes late, food is under-cooked,,
You are robbed, have a fight,
She leaves you...
At any moment, a loved one could die;
Heart attack, car accident, building collapse,
Lung cancer, murdered on the streets,
It leaves you empty...
At any moment, your life could be cut mercilessly short,
And yet, after everything else,
You don't care...
Continuing StoriesA word is worth a thousand thoughts
Once bound together to be caught
Inspiring minds forever now
With revolutions begin how
Because of books and pretty tales
Still to be reality's bail
The human mind cannot be stilled
Unless the thought for now be chilled
And yet we must owe all our thanks
To words that make our figure's rank
For literature keeps no theme
As it forever holds our dreams
So be for now our thrilling words
But stay free as those mocking birds
And as those stories do go on
It always beings thereupon...
HeartbeatingI can see the inside of your heart
where life becomes scary and breathing
is vitally tedious, day and day is crushing
the emptiness of it all
how you can be filled
up with emptiness
and so many people will touch you, all in one day,
until you can't breathe from the claustrophobia
the assault on your heart
I can see
the truth in your chest
keep going; they keep
going, like lengths of rope
or a walk down the traintracks
they keep going,
like the fall from the bridge;
there is never an end
to going on, and on,
and I will be there,
to see inside you,
hold you in the darkness, when you cry and
think I'm already asleep.
beat with your heart,
breathe with you, our vitality
Just Give InWhy do you keep haunting me in the middle
of the night,
stretching your cat-like
muscles with your smirking, shimmering,
red-kissed smile, silver in the half-light,
giving me memories and things people say I should get over just
don't stop coming
when does the getting over start and living move forward?
Where is the time when you
will let me go,
like you tried to convince me you were,
but for real, this time.
I told you I was done.
Don't you listen?
To my secret crushHe broke my heart, teaching me the
way this world works. Telling me that
in life, no one is trustworthy and you
can never escape being ridiculed by
the faces of discretion. He told me I
was hideous, and had the intelligence
of a block; he made me lose control
of myself, leaving me in a state of
never-ending solitary depression.
Yet he showed me life. He always told
me to stay true to myself, strong. He
always told me to ignore what idiotic
people would say about me. He always
told me to never give up. With tears
tumbling, my lips would still show the
Funny how hate turns to undying love.
A burning sensation constantly stings
my heart, filling it with uncertainty. It
twists and turns, testing my patience.
My thoughts constantly wander to this
boy who taught me how to stand on my
own, challenging the world.
A boy who I ended up loving.
Wishful ThinkingI want to see you in my world
And living in my space.
Breathing in my air,
And filling up this place.
Removing all my childhood books
From their dusty shelf.
Puckered lips. Rush of air.
Dust flits by me everywhere.
The crunch and flick of every page.
Let's run away. Forget my age.
I know what I want
And I know that it's you.
So steal me away
To a place we can screw.
You'll pull me close
And kiss me with haste.
Your intrusive tongue.
The heavenly taste!
So I'll pack a bag, commandeer a car
And you can drive me anywhere.
Just you and I, no one else,
But by myself.
I WANT to see you in my world
And living in my space
But these are haunted day dreams
That will never take their place.
I'm still waiting here. Untouched.
Call me now. Save me please.
You know I really want you to.
One more nightStay with me one more night
Let me enjoy your beautiful sight
Before I have to embark
Unto my journey into the dark
Let me take you in my arms
Before the world harms
Coming between the two of us
They don't understand our fuzz
We lay in my parents loft
Between your hair oh so soft
Our little cage for two
Encircling me and you
Stay with me one more night
Let me enjoy your beautiful sight
My eyes start to ache
Without you I awake
A Locked Secret
Your like a safe
Just with a pretty face
Your secrets Kept within
And you will not tell them
Though I wonder
Whats eating your slumber
What are you trying to hide
What is so valuable inside
Why keep it under lock and key
Please let your secret be free
And share it with me
Just To Be PerfectFat.
All mean the same damn thing.
Never strong enough.
Never pretty enough.
A lie they tell.
To make girls go crazy.
To be perfect.
Yet we all want it.
Yet we all cry for it.
Yet some die for it.
Just to be Perfect.
Just Another Lonely Night
I'm torn apart
Your games been played
You've won again
Brutality at its finest
A black hole in place
Of what had me whole
Searing pain of death, alive
Tearing another hole
Your bullet hits home
RestrictedThere are one hundred and one restrictions I must abide to.
I can't break any one's trust.
I can't hurt anyone.
I can't let anyone down.
I can't shout at the world what I want to say,
because I am trusted,
because I don't want to break any one's heart.
I must abide to this restriction.
I can't always barf up rainbows like I want to.
I have to protect my image.
(Why do I have a curse on me that says all my neighbors must be EXTREMLY religious?)
I must abide to this restriction.
I can't embrace my inner insanity.
I must conform to the rules of society.
I don't want people to be afraid of me.
I must abide by this restriction.
I could go on some more.
But then you would be here forever.
So I bid you farewell,
Try not to be restricted.
Your love for me,
Encompassed my heart,
Persuaded me to believe you
And fall for your dirty little tricks.
My trust for you,
Was something you didn't deserve.
I believed all your empty promises
And hallow words without a second thought.
Of knowing you were mine,
Knowing you thought I was the one for you,
Or so I so ignorantly believed
As you told me day after day.
So twisted yet so convincing,
Each fabrication poisoning my heart,
Without me noticing.
A gift to you,
So delicate and fragile,
Yet you threw it to the ground
And laughed as it shattered before your feet.
The person I thought I loved,
The guy I trusted my heart and soult to,
The boyfriend I never doubted...
Did you realize how you broke me beyond repair?
I Am A GhostI am a ghost
When I am in a crowd
No one notices me as if I didn't exist at all
When I roam the hallways
I am invisible to everyone else around me
When I speak no one hears me
When I try to touch your soft skin you don't feel me
I am a ghost walking amongst the living
You can't always get what you want.
Is it wrong to want someone all to yourself for just one day....
Just one night...
Under the moonlight on a secluded beach.
Or a day spent in Paris or Nice?
Maybe I'm wrong to be wanting something I can't have,
but I'm still dreaming of a life we could of had.
I've seen my dreams shattered when she's around,
My heart ripped in two, and I'm left feeling like a clown.
And I'm left thinking to myself is there nothing I can do,
to let you know how much I love you?